The Exploration Of Nate - Chapter 18
CHAPTER XVIII
THOUGHT I’D LOST YOU
WEDNESDAY
NATE: Will you come to mine afterwork? I’ve got you some stuff to try on for Saturday.
SCOTT: Sure. I have no idea with clothes so I trust you. Am I staying tonight?
NATE: Oh absolutely you are.
SCOTT: See you later babe.
Nate had purchased Scott a muscle fit tank top. In silver, with a chain mail overlay. A pair of black smart trousers that he knew would hug Scott’s cheeks. He also purchased a surprise he’d blue ball Scott with on the night.
Later, Scott let himself in. Nate was cooking dinner. Scott came up and hugged Nate from behind.
“Hello.” He brushed Nate’s ear with his lip. “You shouldn’t wear those shorts around me remember.” He slapped Nate’s cheek and grabbed a beer before slouching on the sofa.
“Always keeping you on your toes.” He jumped over the sofa and pinned Scott by the shoulders. Kissed him then sat back on Scott’s lap. “Tell me about your day.” He crossed his arms.
“Uh, good. Busy. Might actually be in line for a promotion. We’ll see.” Scott said through tired eyes. He ran his hands over Nate’s cheeks. Nate tensed his cheeks and dragged them forward, winding Scott up.
“That’s amazing! Well done! You have to give me all the details over dinner. We can celebrate properly later too if you want?” He snapped his hips again and bit his lip, getting up.
“Babe, you tease. Those hips are lethal.” He adjusted his trousers. “Yeah, I’ll give you all the intel and we absolutely will be celebrating later. Be warned.”
“Oh I’m scared. My big giant is going to have his wicked way with me.” He snapped his shorts down to expose his cheeks to Scott.
At the view, Scott jumped up and grabbed Nate from behind again. “Hey! Thats not fair.” He bit Nate’s ear lobe tenderly. “What you making us?”
“Just pasta. Couldn’t be bothered with anything complicated.” He rubbed his cheeks against Scott. Smiling to himself, Nate felt smitten. He felt that a lot lately.
“Anything you make is good. I need to fill you in on birthday details for the end of October too.” He slapped Nate’s cheeks again and moved to the table.
They were half way through their meals and Scott spoke. “So, it’ll be a Friday to Saturday thing. End of next month. Me, you, couple of friends from work and rugby. Uh, Gareth and Pete might come if that’s ok? I know how you met them last time. I…”
“Thats ok. I put myself in that situation so I can’t really act all embarrassed now. We talked ‘after’ anyway and they seemed really nice guys.” Nate mimed speech marks at ‘after.’ Details not required.
“Good. Phew. My parents are coming for the meal on the Friday. My sister and her husband are also coming along. They can’t wait to meet you.” Scott beamed. Nate smiled at him. This guy was adorable.
Nate realised he hadn’t told his parents about Scott or any recent events. He looked troubled.
“Whatsup?” Scott asked. Never missing a change in Nate’s mood. Adorable.
“That all sounds amazing. I just realised I haven’t told my parents about us or me even dating guys yet.” Nate said out loud. More to himself than Scott.
“Well thats not true. You were dating guys but now you are in a relationship with ONE guy. And, don’t worry. You have to take your own journey with that. I will not pressure you. I will support the fuck out of you though.”
Nate lurched forward and kissed Scott on the cheek. “Thank you. That means the world.”
“Oh, and don’t worry about paying for anything. It’s my treat to us. Our first trip as a couple. I wont hear anymore about it either. Just give all the birthday sex you can and we’ll be quits.” He laughed.
“THAT I can do. Thank you babe. I will happily provide something for the trip though.” Nate said.
“No. All good. We have room for two more, anyone else you want to bring? I asked my sister to book an extra cabin for you to have a couple of friends there.” Nate just looked on at this kind man who was changing his world day by day for the better. He never seemed to do anything or do anything wrong.
“Wow, ok. I’ll probably ask Liv and not sure on the other just yet. Nic maybe? Rob’s wife?” Nate asked. Knowing full well Rob played for an opposing team.
“Oooo the enemy’s wife ey? No, All good. Whoever you want. I just want you to be happy. The lads can get a bit mad so I want you looked after. You’re everything after all.” Scott looked back at his plate.
Nate smiled at him again. He couldn’t stop. The unspoken feelings were heavy in the room. He broke the silence. “I feel the same. Thank you for always being so kind and thoughtful.” Nate shifted conversation on quickly. “So, tell me about this promotion. Now!” He tapped the table demanding.
“Oh right, right. Well it’s for director of finance. How they are trusting me with this is beyond me but the pay is insane and I love what I do. There will be some trips involved but nothing long term, just a few days here and there. You will be coming with me when you can. Nate, this is amazing for us, we can really look at a future.” He reached out and grabbed Nate’s hand.
Nate recoiled. Scott looked like a puppy who’d been dumped in a shelter. Nate got up, went to him and straddled his lap and kissed him hard. “I’m so lucky to have you. You always think about us as all the time.”
“Oh, I thought I’d said too much then.” He nestled his head in Nate’s chest. “I’ll support the fuck out of you too.” He got up and grabbed his glass of red. “Ok, where can I get you to try this stuff on?”
“Oh god. Here?” Scott rolled his eyes. Nate laughed.
“Ok, back in a sec.” Nate returned with the clothing he had bought. “Ok it’s not Ralph Lauren but it fits the theme for Saturday. Liv has found a vintage Mugler dress and I know everyone will be dressed up so we have to make the effort.” He sat on the floor fanning everything out.
“What is Mugler?” Scott got up and flung his arms out.
“Jesus, never mind.” Nate laughed. “You’ll see on Saturday. Ok, strip please.”
“Fuck yeah.” Scott scrambled.
“No, keep your underwear on. We need to make sure this all fits and looks good. Time for that later.”
Nate opened the trousers. They would fit Scott perfectly. With a slight flare. Nate dragged them up his favourite pair of thighs and over his favourite pair of cheeks. Reaching back round to zip up the fly he stopped.
“Are you getting hard already?” Nate looked up and grinned. He bit the bulge in the protruding underwear.
“Babe no. We’re trying stuff on remember. You’ll have to jam him to one side. Sorry.” Scott teased.
“Ok, they fit perfectly. You’ll need black boots. Dare I ask that you own any?” Nate sat back on the floor and appreciated the black fabric skimming Scott’s cheeks and fattening member.
“Nope. No idea where I would get them.” Scott was like a child trying on a school uniform.
“Ok, I’ll sort something. Come here.” Nate took out the chain mail tank and pulled it over Scott’s chest.
Nate kissed him as their faces met. “Fuck you’re handsome.” He grinned.
“I know. That’s why you’re with me.” Scott said – dead pan. Nate gasped and slapped his arm. “Cheeky bastard.” They laughed together.
Nate stood back and surveyed his creation. The tank hugged Scott perfectly. “Perfect. How does it feel? Not that it matters because you’re wearing it anyway.”
“Fine. Can I fuck you now?” He grabbed Nate and pulled him in close.
“Yeah. Here. On the table.” Nate jumped up and clamped his legs around Scott’s middle through a lusty whisper. Scott lowered Nate to the table and ripped his t shirt and shorts off.
“I’m keeping this shit on. You picked it for me. So it’s my new favourite thing. I can’t ever not see your body though.” He reached and kissed Nate hard, kissed down his chest and stomach and sucked Nate’s cock into his mouth. He took Nate fully and devoured him slowly. Nate ran his hands through Scott’s hair.
“Oh Scott. Yes, take me all in. Umm.” Scott bobbed and subtle gags let Nate know Scott was hot for him.
Scott knelt at the table and moved his focus to Nate’s hole. Darting his tongue in and out, Nate drew his lips at the sensation. “Yes baby, it’s yours, get in there.” He pulled on Scott’s hair harder. Scott slapped Nate’s left cheek.
Scott got up and rolled three fingers into Nate. “Look at me. I need you to look at me.” Scott glared at Nate as he pummelled away at his hole. His face red with lust.
“Yes Scott. Yes. Keep going.” Nate held the table while Scott whipped his pussy into a puckering mess. “Shit Scott keep going I’m gonna cum.” Scott sped up. The rasping friction filling the room. Nate went slack holding Scott’s huge arm as he came all over his belly without even paying attention to his cock.
“Oh baby you do the most amazing things to me. Come here. Fuck me, plough me.” Nate clambered for Scott as he gathered his breath.
Scott pulled his cock out of fly of his new trousers and slipped into Nate. He held Nate’s legs up and slammed into him forcefully. All the pent up celebration from today was flowing straight into Nate. Slam after slam. Nate’s insides burned with pleasure.
“More. Give me everything.” Nate bit his lip and scrunched his eyes shut as Scott continued to rail him.
Scott’s upper body bounced. Nate marvelled. Scott looked like a warrior in his chainmail get up. Nate felt himself climaxing again. Scott was deep.
“Babe, I’m gonna cum. Shit.” Scott struggled.
“Pull out, cover me.” Nate demanded as he rose to his elbows.
Scott pulled out just in time for his jet to spray up Nate’s torso and hit his chin. Nate embraced it and grinned greedily.
Scott lost his balance and fell forward. Dishes falling to the floor.
“Fuck. That was hot. You’re arse has got me whipped.” Scott leant forward and sank onto Nate.
Nate wrapped his arms around Scott and kissed his head. “I can’t get enough of you. I did like those plates though.” Nate giggled.
Scott exhaled. “Yeah I can definitely say I’m addicted. You make me want it ALL the time. Told you those shorts are not good for me.” He giggled into Nate’s chest. “Sorry about the plates.” He tapped Nate’s arm as he lay gathering his breath still.
“Why the fuck do you think I wear them all the time?” Nate squeezed Scott in his arms teasingly.
Getting up Scott held himself between Nate’s legs. “Yeah, thought I was a little sharper than that to realise.”
They held each other’s hand and just smiled at each other.
“Uh, can this be cleaned by Saturday? I don’t know if this cummy mess was the look you wanted me in for Saturday?” He pinged a hand at thr strap of the tank.
“Don’t worry, it’s machine wash I think. I hope. Fuck it.” Nate pushed a foot at Scott’s belly. “Uh, gross!” They both laughed. Nate momentarily forgot about his cummy mess still wet, now on Scott’s middle.
“Serves you right! I’m going to take a shower. Let me get the plates. Shall we watch something on TV then bed? I’m whacked.” Scott asked.
“No, I’ll get them. You shower, I’ll follow. Sounds perfect.” Nate bit his thumb and laughed before jumping up and tidying the bomb site that was the dining area.
SATURDAY
SUEDE GROUP
NATE: Hey all. Thought I’d just put this group together to keep everyone up to date. Meet at mine for 6? Head over to the club for 8:30ish? Bring a bottle but I’ll get some punch on the go (look out) as well!
CHRIS & GRAY
Chris cane out of the shower. Tan glistening in the droplets that remained. His muscular, manly frame moving through the bedroom. Gray was sat at the dressing table deciding on cologne for the evening ahead.
Chris knelt by Gray and grabbed his thighs. “Babe, I need to tell you something.” He started rubbing Gray’s thigh tenderly.
“Uh hmm?” Gray was lost in his reflection while Chris talked.
“Hey.” Chris slapped his thigh firmly.
“Oh, ok. Sorry. My full attention. You have it.” He purposely ran his foot under the towel catching the warm softness of Chris’ cock. Chris winced.
“I want to tell you something before we go out. Before you get me any more wound up.” He grabbed Gray by the waist asserting control.
“Oh I’m intrigued. Carry on stud.” Gray ran his foot along Chris’ crotch again.
“We’ve been together in varying forms for a while now. You make me really happy and I’ll continue to support you through everything with the divorce and the kids. That’s partly my responsibility. I wanted to tell you, I love you. It’s you and me. Maybe the occasional third (he sniggered) but it’s all us.” He smiled handsomely at Gray.
Gray went slack and helpless for a moment. Clasping his mouth. “Chris, I love you too. I never thought I’d get this again in my life but here you are. Yes, I love you too.”
Gray reached down and kissed Chris hard. Gray went to move forward and show Chris his love but Chris stipped and pushed him back. He reached for Gray’s shorts and pulled his cock out and devoured it whole.
“Oh god Chris. Yes.” Gray snapped his thighs around Chris’ head. He couldn’t get enough of his love’s mouth. Hot. Wet. Eager.
Chris huffed through is full mouth and bobbed frantically. Gray tensed and let his climax fill his man’s throat. He shoved his hips back and forth, holding Chris’ head, making sure he swallowed it all. Chris was always the dominant one usually. Pay back time.
Chris reached a solid arm up and slapped Gray’s thighs away, signalling rough play was over. Gray conceded happily. Chris continued to kneel, gathering his breath, he looked up and grinned.
“Oh my man was hungry for me. Tables have turned now you’re in love hey?” Gray snapped his legs back exposing his hole to Chris.
Chris let his towel drop. His full solid form and epic cock on display for Gray’s eyes only. He grabbed his fat shaft and shook it. “I’m not showering again and we’ll be late for Nate’s. You’ll get this later. Obviously, I need to brush my teeth. I could get used to you getting rough with me once in a while. Put that away you slut.” He teased Gray.
“Ok, I’ll just grind on it all night.” We wiggled his eyebrows. As if he was joking.
“Get fucking dressed. This sparkly shit really isn’t my thing but whatever. I sympathise with Scott. Nate’s going to torture him with this.” He walked off with Gray smiling at his newly proclaimed love’s meaty cheeks.
NATE’S FLAT
“Close your eyes. I want to surprise you with something before everyone else arrives.” Nate pulled Scott into the bedroom. They were ready. Both in chain mail tanks. Nate removed the material underneath his so his was a little more avant-garde than Scott’s. Scott wasn’t too happy about so much skin it meant Nate was showing but Nate bamboozled him with fashion talk so he just submitted.
“Fuck, right now? Everyone will be here in 30 minutes.” Scott was always excited when Nate grabbed him for the bedroom.
“Shut up, I’m covering your eyes for a moment.” Nate made Scott stand and tied a bandana round his eyes. “No peeking and sit on the edge of the bed.” Nate guided his handsome giant to sit and kissed him.
Nate carefully took off his full outfit and folded it neatly. His surprise. He’d purchased a silver sequin jockstrap with silver waistband. Perfect for carrying on the evenings theme at home.
“Spit on your middle finger then give me your hand. Don’t speak.” Nate said in a steady but hoarse voice.
Scott did as he was told and held out his hand. Scott swallowed. Nate moved forward between Scott’s legs and pushed his hands between his thighs, pushing his wet finger over his hairless hole. “Put it in me. Slowly.” Nate held Scott by the shoulders and bit his lip as Scott went instanly deep and massaged.
“Thats it babe. Just rub it. You ready to see?” Nate moved his hips with Scott’s finger movement.
“Fuck Nate come on. This isnt fair babe.” Scott said desperately and jabbed quicker in frustration.
“Ooo naughty boy.” He took the blindfold off Scott and ground harder against Scott’s finger.
Scott’s eyes popped. “Shit babe what is this? Your body looks incredible in this thing. Can I make you cum like I always do when you’re on me like this?” Scott was immediately into it.
“I’m wearing this for you all night. You get to bring the party home with you.” He bit Scott’s thumb. “And, no, tonight will be all about foreplay, we get to the good stuff when we get back. If you can drag yourself away, now would be a pretty good time or I’ll come.”
“Get the fuck up. We wont get these stupid clothes messy, get up. I want you to shoot for me.” Scott was having none of it.
Nate stood, Scott moved behind him and resumed his finger massage. Hard and deep. Holding Nate by the beck with his free hand. “Look at me. That look drives me wild.” Scott twisted Nate’s head. Nate was half choked half close to blowing and conpletely intoxicated by his mans hands. He couldnt respond. Just stare. He clamped his hands to Scott’s arm holding his neck.
Nate reddened, dropped his head and clumsily aimed his cock at the floor as his ropes thudded the floor. He wobbled and Scott slowed and released. Holding Nate as he came round. “Beautiful.” Scott grabbed Nate’s cock and flicked it hard, flinging remaining cum across the room, before grabbing Nate’s head, kissing him softly.
“Wow.” Nate whispered. As he held Scott’s thick bicep still.
“Ok babe?” Scott asked, nuzzling into Nate’s face.
“Yeah. You just get me so intense. It knocks the wind right out of me.” He squeezed Scott.
“My pleasure. Over and over.” Scott pushed Nate to the bed.
“I really, really, really want to suck your dick now but we have no time.” He snapped himself out of haze and remembered they had guests arriving any minute.
LIV: Door code please bitch. Me and Gabs are outside.
NATE: 0055 Scott will let you in. Having a hair issue! X
Lies. Kinda.
“Liv and Gabby are literally coming up the stairs. Take your big dick out of here. Let them in and greet them. I need to tidy up my hair bun and I’ll be out. Go go go! AND, wash your fucking hands first. Jesus.” He laughed.
“Alright, I’m gone.” Scott waved over his shoulders.
Nate resprayed his man bun into place, polished his glasses again, added concealer where needed, spritzed more of his cologne and made sure his blue ball inducing underwear was concealed for the evening. He beamed as he went out to the voices that made him happiest.
“Fuck take your time miss cunty!” Liv was loud as ever. “You both look incredible. Don’t worry about us, your gorgeous man guy is sorted with drinks. Scott, he’s useless.” Liv teased.
Nate went to dive on her but she screamed. “Fuck off! Don’t even think about it!” She recoiled on the sofa giggling.
“You both look incredible. Gabby, good to see you.” Nate kissed them both on the cheek. Liv looked every inch the starlet she was in her Mugler find. Red lips, huge blue eyes, kitten heels, patent clutch and back combed hair. Some would say she was in a time warp. Nate saw her has the local style icon. He thought she was perfect.
Gabby was like an homage to the decade that followed. Multi coloured hair, tattoos everywhere, gothic black and silver almost bride dress and huge platform boots.
“I need to photograph you two one day. You have such amazing style. Scott, babe?” Scott had been in the kitchen in the fridge.
“Yeah?”
“This is a Mugler dress. It’s original from the 80s. An important designer.” Nate held and hand out to Liv.
“You looks really pretty Liv. I don’t understand fashion names at all but I know pretty when I see it. You too Gabby.” He grabbed Nate as the waist.
Both girls crumpled at the handsome man being so genuine.
“Nate. He can stay.” Liv reached a hand up and squeezed the Nate’s hand. Their eyes met and she gave the friend approval that made Nate beam.
“You’re very sweet Scott.” Gabby blushed. Even though her gothic armour.
“When is Chrissy boy coming?! Not seen him in ages!” Liv demanded.
“Word on that. Chris is dating a guy now. They’ve on and off for a while. Just keep the relationship between us for now. Gray was married with kids but it’s all amicable but not our place to broadcast.” Nate reasoned.
“Got it boss.” Liv and Gabby in unison and laughed.
CHRIS: Let is in. We’ve got Nic and Rach with us too.
Nate opened the front door and let the remainder of the party up.
“Hey everyone, good to see you. I think you’ve all met before so that’s easy!” Nate grabbed the for of them into a hug as they walked in.
Chris and Gray seemed a little quiet. “What’s up with you two?” Nate questioned.
“Oh nothing. We’re good. Really good.” They looked at each other and laughed. “Well you look incredible. Very on theme. Let’s get you guys drunk!” Nate said excitedly.
“Ladies, how are we?” Scott approached Nic and Rachel. “You look beautiful as ever. Drink?”
“Oh hello handsome. You too.” Nic kissed Scott followed by Rachel.
Everyone settled in and chatted away. Nate surveyed the room from the kitchen area. He smiled as he looked on at his people.
Chris appeared next to him. “Thank you for hosting everyone. Me and Gray have a reason to celebrate. I told him I loved him today. Well overdue really but yeah.” Chris smiled.
“Oh Chris, amazing. I think we all saw that coming.” He hugged Chris. His excitement drowned out by the chatter and music in the room.
LATER
“Shall we Uber it? Any more pre drinks and we’ll be on the floor.” Scott assuming his captain role again, rounding everyone up.
“Yeah good idea.” Liv said, already starting to draw out her words from too much wine.
“15 minute call everyone. Drink up. Make up, hair, whatever.” Scott commanded the room. Nate looked at him and smiled. He was starting to feel something really deep for this man.
SUEDE
They all arrived and quickly went to the bar. It was already busy. A vast array of questionable interpretations of what ‘dress to shine’ meant. Nate and Liv couldn’t help but sneak glances at some of the poorer choices made.
They quickly assembled in a circle on the dance floor while the music bubbled away in the background. Nate was moving to the music and caught himself looking up and around at the club. He snapped his head back down to the floor.
It was him. He’d seen him. Which mean’t he’d also seen him look away immediately. Fuck. That indicated there was a problem. Justin wouldn’t cause a scene. In a way, Nate trusted Justin, still.
Justin had looked up and Nate could feel his eyes all over him. His skin burned. He liked the sensation, weirdly. Torturing a man who thought the grass was greener and finding out it was in-fact just weeds and dirt.
The cherry on top this slightly sadistic cake, Scott wrapped his arms around Nate from behind and moved with him. They kissed. If this was a war, Nate had definitely fired the first shot into enemy lines successfully.
Later, Nate was at the bar by himself. Queuing, he lost himself in thought. He got his drinks and turned. He felt him around him. He looked up slightly to catch his face. He peered into the eyes of the man.
Justin wore a racer vest in silver, shamelessly showing off his body, coupled with his signature stonewash denim jeans and boots. Minimal effort but easily one of the best looking men in the club.
“Nate?” Justin said tentatively and reached a hand up and squeezed Nate’s shoulder.
Nate froze, before shrugging him off and walking away. Swallowing the lump in his throat.
Later, Nate needed his nicotine fix. Only when out and drinking would he let himself smoke. He also needed to get the fuck away from HIM.
Nate and Liv were in the smoking area. It was quiet. Just the both of them. Nate was glad of the downtime.
“I need to tell you about a guy in there.” Nate shifted on the spot.
“Ok, why do I get the impression I’m supposed to hate this guy already?” Liv was all ears and Mugler while fumbling for their cigarettes in her clutch.
“No. No hate. But we met at the wrong time. He has a crazy boyfirend with issues he went back to after we hit it off. It wasn’t serious but I’ve never shaken off the feeling I got when I was with him. Scott is my world but I know I can be honest with you. I miss him. His name is Justin. I’ve already had a few close calls with him tonight.
“Oh Nate, babe. That’s tough. I’m here for you. Whatever you tell me is between me and you. You know that. What ab…” They were interupted.
The door into the smoking area opened bringing a load of noise with it. And there he was. Justin. By himself.
“Shit.” Nate looked at the floor. His heart pouding in his ears.
“I’m going to go. Just inside that door. I know who that is without looking round.” She went to his ear. “Dont take any shit.” She kissed him. Turned and greeted Justin. “Hey.” And walked on.
Justin smiled passively at Liv. “Well look at you.” He leaned against the wall as he pulled out a cigarette and lit. “You’ve been tryin’ to avoid me all night. I jus…”
“Just what? You hurt me. I will never trust you ever again. I…” He stopped himself from saying anything else. He didn’t hate him. He didn’t not trust him either. Why lie. He felt like he was going to burst into tears. He couldn’t look Justin in the face. Those eyes were too familiar. Too full of what Nate thought would have been his.
“I’ll take everythin’ you can throw at me. I deserve it. I know I do. I still think…” He opened his tanned arms, the span made Nate want to run into them, despite everything. No.
“No. Don’t you dare say anything else.” He went to walk away but Justin grabbed him by the shoulders and kissed him hard on the lips.
It was like slow motion. The kiss lingered and Nate’s mind went to the brief but wonderful time they’d spent together.
“Fuck you.” Nate pushed away. Snapping himself out of it.
Justin grunted and went back again for another kiss.
“Fuck you.” This time slower. Less resistance. He succumbed and let Justin hold him. He couldn’t help the way this man made him feel inside.
“I’m sorry. I always think of you.” He kissed Nate’s forehead and let him go.
Nate stayed where he was. He grabbed Justin’s neck and whispered deeply. “Promise?”
Their lips almost met. “Promise.”
Nate looked down and slipped away holding his tears in.
Justin was alone.
Not for long.
“Just, baby? You coming in? Jason shouted in a slur.
“Yeah. Be right in.”
Nate marched passed the smoking area door before Liv caught him. “Are you ok?” Liv grabbed Nate’s arm.
“No. I’ll be ok eventually but not right now. Do I look upset?” Nate pleaded.
“Kinda. But don’t worry, we can pass it off as too many drinks so don’t worry. Do you want to leave?” Liv held his elbow.
“No, I have to find Scott. Like now.” Nate demanded.
“Well he’s like the tallest guy in here, look, he’s in the middle of the dance floor like a lost golden retriever. He’s looking for you.” She smacked his backside and scolded. “Go to your beautiful man.”
“I love you.” Nate mouthed to her. He set his sights on Scott. The beat increased in the club as he took almost a running leap at Scott who must have sensed Nate, he turned and Nate jumped into his arms. They kissed deeply as the beat broke and the dance floor erupted. They kissed through the whole track. Suspended in each other. There were hundreds around them but it felt like they were alone.
Minutes later the music slipped away into a chilled background beat, Scott lowered Nate.
“Hey, what’s gotten into you? Are you ok?” Scott held Nate’s chin the way that made Nate feel like he was the only person in Scott’s universe, as his eyes pierced Nate’s, searching.
“Yeah. I thought I’d lost you for a few minutes.” He buried his head in Scott’s chest and breathed. Not sure if he indeed had momentarily lost Scott for a few minutes just before.
At the bar. Scott and Nate grabbed more drinks. Justin came up next to Scott.
“Oh god.” Nate mouthed to himself.
“Scott right?! Good night man? This must be your other half? Nate isn’t it?” Justin was pretty drunk now and this behaviour was just bizarre. Nate went into panic mode deciding to play along was probably best.
“Hey man, yeah this is him. Fuck it’s so busy in here, DJ is brilliant though!”
“Hi Nate. Good to meet you. Fuck you’re hot.” Justin was slurring embarsinly now.
“Hey man. Steady on.” Scott put a hand up at Justin. “We don’t want to say anything stupid now do we?”
Nate froze. Justin stood straight. “Mate, I could say some fuckin’ stupid things.” He laughed, patted Scott hard on the shoulder condescendingly and wondered off.
“Christ he was tanked up.” Scott came back to Nate.
“Yeah. What an arsehole. How does he know you?” He grabbed Scott’s hand and looked on at Justin. He knew Justin was hurting, he wanted to help him but it wasn’t his place. He watched him disappear into the crowd.
“Oh just said hello at the bar the other night. I recognise him from the club ground too.” Scott said dismissively.
He grabbed a Scott around the neck, spurred on by the odd interaction and knowing now that Justin and Scott could cross paths again. “You know what babe, I’m ready to take our little party home.” He bit Scott’s ear.
“What?get to see you in that jock all by myself? Empty the blue balls you gave me again? Fucking yes.” He pinched Nate’s cheek.
“Take me home. It’s scrum time.” Nate teased. He was going to fuck the awkwardness that was tonight’s encounters into distant memories like his life depended on it.
Scott’s face went serious at their now established code word for rough fun time. “Oh, you’re getting it tonight babe. Buckle the fuck up.”
The Uber dropped them back to Nate’s. The entire ride home, Scott’s hand was wrapped round Nate’s cheeks playing with the jock. Nate reciprocated, pinching the head of Scott’s cock through his trouser pocket. Precum drenching his fingers. Nate gulped. Scott was gagging for action.
They meandered up the stair and went in. Before Nate could think, Scott pinned him to the wall.
“You blue balled me all night. Now it’s payback.” He kissed Nate’s lips hard then moved to tug his earlobe. “You ready for captain’s dick? You drove me insane tonight.”
“Do what you want to me.” Nate locked eyes with Scott.
“Uh huh? Oh I will.” He yanked his tank over his head and reached his shoes, trousers and boxers off, throwing them in a ball down the hall. Nate gasped, Scott’s cock bobbed angrily in front of him. Scott’s body seemed particularly pumped tonight. Nate just wanted to fling his legs open. Something made him think Scott was up for some play tonight.
“You’re gonna do exactly what I say. You hear?” Scott grabbed Nate’s face with both hands and then slapped his cheek. Nate went to grab Scott’s cock but Scott stopped him.
“Nuh uh. My terms.” With that, Scott’s hand went to Nate’s neck, holding him against the wall. Nate went quiet and took everything his man did.
“Kick off your shoes.” Scott demanded. Holding Nate’s neck. Nate did so, trying to pull forward to kiss Scott.
“Give me your dick babe. It’s so fat and needs attention.” Nate teased. Another slap.
“When I’m fucking ready.” Scott lowered his hands and pulled Nate’s own tank over his head. Nate was silently glad of the breather but wanted the kinky side of Scott to carry on.
Clasping his hand back at Nate’s throat, Scott bit Nate’s shoulder and moved to pull his left nipple with his teeth. “This body is mine. These marks prove it. Beautiful.” He started kissing Nate softly moving to crouch in front of him.
“Undo your trousers and pull them down. I need to see my favourite cock wrapped in that jock.” Scott didn’t take his eyes of Nate’s crotch. He pulled his trousers down. Scott gasped at the silver jock in front of him. Running his hands over Nate’s hard bulge, barely concealing his own full weapon.
Scott went forward and flung Nate’s right leg over his shoulder. “These fucking legs.” He kissed and bit all down Nate’s inner thigh. Nate felt his cock jolt with every nibble. He grabbed Scott’s head and pushed it into his crotch.
“Impatient are we boy? Throwing your weight around? I like it.” Scott teased from below.
“Shut up and suck my cock.” Nate pulled at Scott’s hair roughly. He was obsessed with the flame curls.
He heard Scott gulp as he took Nate in. With his leg angled over Scott’s shoulder he was perfectly placed to skull fuck Scott. Having such control over such a guy was so intensely hot. He lost himself in his snapping of Scott’s head back and forth. He felt a solid palm slap his chest eventually. A signal for momentary reprieve.
“Fuck that was good. Your dick went down my fucking neck big boy. Getting carried away like that. I’ll have to teach you a lesson.” Scott grabbed three fingers, spat on them and shoved them firmly into Nate’s hole.
He jammed his other hand into Nate’s mouth from his position on the floor. He glistened with sweat and spit down his abs. Nate suck and bit as his pussy was being whipped up. Scrunching his eyes closed.
Nate shook at the vigour with which Scott ploughed his fingers into him. Nate’s insides burned with sensual pain. His hole clamping frantically at Scott’s attack. He reached both hands to clasp Scott’s as he continued to jam his hand into his mouth.
“Mmm Scott stop. I’ll come.” Nate pleaded through a full mouth.
Scott withdrew and stood. He kissed Nate softly. Nate. was blown away by how Scott switched gears so quickly. His man had skills.
Scott ground his cock against Nate as they kissed. Next moment, Scott wrapped his arms around Nate’s back and pulled him up. Nate clamped his legs around Scott.
“Please.” Nate grabbed Scott by the face with one hand. Slapped his cheek. “Fuck that. Do it. Fuck me.” He bit Scott’s lip and they grunted together as they writhed against the wall.
With one heave together Scott slipped into Nate and held him while he snapped into thrust after thrust. They locked foreheads almost in a fight eith each other. Hissing and exhaling being the only sound innthe flat.
Scott grabbed Nate by the cheeks and pulled him back and forth. His legs so strong. Nate leant back against the wall and let his captain take his weight. Making him work harder. The determination in Scott’s eyes was wild.
Nate tensed. “Harder, harder.” Nate came up his belly. Hard. The warmth of his load pooled over his belly.
Scoot gave him no time to recover. He dropped Nate to the floor. Pushing his head against the wall, holding the top of his head. In seconds he was fisting a load out of his cock. He came, the groans almost painful. The load. Huge. Backed up. Nate had clear driven him wild all night. Nate lapped it up. When Scott was done he leaned foreard. Holding Nate’s head tenderly. Nate slipped Scott’s head into his mouth. Still warm. Angry. Hard. Scott’s huge body shuddered momentarily.
Nate felt sweat drop from above him. He rubbed it into his chest. He wanted every part of this man.
Grabbing at the god like legs in front of him, Nate pulled himself up. Their eyes met and they kissed tenderly. Sweat, sex, spit, there was a humid haze around them. A literal chemical reaction.
Kissing subsided and they simply hugged. Ragged breathing returning to normal.
“Nate. You’re the most exciting sex I’ve ever had. I can’t stop. But I never want to be too much to handle.” He nuzzled his mouth in Nate’s neck. With his free arm he brought Nate into his boiling body.
Nate wiped sweat from Scott’s brow and wiped it back into his hairline. The man was soaking with lust in front of him. “I never want you to stop. You’ve met your match and I’ve finally met mine.”
They pressed their heads together and laughed through still deep breaths.
“Get to bed. I’m fucked.” Scott slapped Nate’s arse hard.
“Mmm. Tough boy. Well I will wear you out. Get used to it. Maybe I’m too much to handle.” He pressed Scott’s chest with a finger.
“Fighting talk hey? That’s it.” Scott grabbed Nate into a fireman’s lift and carried him to bed. Slapping Nate’s arse as they went. Laugher now filled the flat.
Scott threw Nate on the bed and dived on too of him.
“I promise I will never hurt you Nate.” Scott fell asleep on top of him.
Nate smiled and kissed Scott’s head. He smile was wiped thinking back to his exchange with Justin. All of a sudden his blood felt like acid. He was uncomfortable all over. Being uncomfortable at the thought was a good thing though. Want it?
He didn’t sleep well that night. His thoughts were just as shiny, bright and jarring as the evening had been.
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